I rarely do serious posts. But if you guys aren't in the mood for some unnecessary drama and feel like you're gonna get some negative energy if you read this, then you can skip this lah! I just wanted to vent out ok?!
So we just broke up. No, not just broke up. It was actually more than 2 weeks ago already.
Why??
I mean I'm totally convinced that I really am the only one and I thank you for that. BUT..
YOU ARE NOT TAKING ME SERIOUSLY.
That person has hurt me so many times without knowing(or not?). You're so fucking insensitive and it feels like our relationship was a complete bullshit. You know what? I guess this is all just an in-denial No Strings Attached relationship. We're only sweet and like a couple when we're together and then when we're not..BOOM. Nothing, no texts, no calls, no chats from you. It's like you don't miss me, you don't care about me and you don't love me at all. It's sad that if I'm not gonna beg you to text me atleast once a day, you're not gonna text me at all. We only see each other like twice a month cox you're working and living in Manila, and I'm studying in Batangas. And it did hurt cox I really love you so much and we're far from each other. But I still hold on even if I'm in so much pain. I still pretend that we're okay and I'm always the one trying to understand you and work our relationship out. Been doing this for soooooo long.
Until I just woke up becoming numb with everything. It's like I can't feel the pain anymore..and worst of all, I'm also starting "to no longer feel" my love for you. So that's why I decided to end this bullshit.
But I have one last thing that I want, I FUCKING WANT AN OFFICIAL CLOSURE FROM YOU. That person just neglected the shit out of me after I texted that I'm breaking up. Not even a single respond.
Or maybe no need? Cox that just proves how I'm totally nothing in your life.
Go ahead and look for your next victim. Or maybe you already have one? ;)
P.S. I'm not bitter. I just think you're really unfair and don't do this to other guys again ok? Please don't play with people's feelings. But I thank you for all the good times(and that's when we're actually together) and also for making me feel like I'm falling in love for the first time again. :D
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Haha. Let's all move on shall we? Life is good. I got my family and friends with me!!
Blowing imaginary candles wtf
Speaking of life is good, thanks to all those who greeted me and gave gifts on my 18th!! This wasn't all the gifts cox others were late. LOLOL
Hello awesome college friends! :D
It's always a laughtilldie moment with Ericka lor
*burp*
It says "virgin cocktail" but how come me and the people in our block who drank it became tipsy @_@
Went to the supermarket to camwhore cox we're bored and we have 10,000 hours vacant time fml
Guys here's how you sell a product. YOU NEED TO LOOK COMMERCIAL AND EXAGGERATED. HAHAHA
What is this crazy wild woman doing wtf
Soooooo love the lighting in the dairy area mah!
Doin some Yogurt shopping xx
So guys earlier I thought you how to look commercial. This time it's "high fashown" WTFFFF
California Pizza Kitchen's Singapore rolls. DO. NOT. ORDER. Taste awful. Doesn't even taste Singaporean o_O
But this is <3
Royce Champagne while shopping...
KKBYE!!
